I Love You My Friend *A look back*

This is a poem that I wrote over a year ago, around March, about someone who had been a pretty big part of my life. Up until this point when I was really starting to develop feelings for someone else, my now boyfriend, he had been the guy that was always there, I really thought I was in love with him. Now I know I wasn't I was in love with the idea of him. Meaning the idea that he loved me so loving him despite everything was what was supposed to happen, supposed to feel right; when it just didn't. But when I started developing strong lasting feelings for someone else, I was confused and this is the result.