Beautiful Uncertainty

Smiles and laughter.

Worries and wondering

Talking constantly

Not talking for days.

Clear and concise.

No idea what’s going on.

I never have a clue where I stand.

I know you care I know I care.

But it’s hard for us to show we care.

Fear for this tenuous bond.

Bonded only by turbulent emotions.

Emotions are just chemical impulses.

How can this be real?

When there is never time to bond over things that matter,

We need more than few shared memories and moments.

Even books or movies we both enjoy would be a good start.

It’s hard for me to open up to you

It’s harder for you to do the same

I know so little about you,

You know so little about me.

How can we do this?

How can this possibly last?

I don’t know

I just don’t know

How can I ever know?